Letting Go
Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 06 May 2012 15:31:00 GMT
My attempt at Letting Go, by Andrew York:
Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 06 May 2012 15:31:00 GMT
My attempt at Letting Go, by Andrew York:
Posted by Chris Ball Mon, 09 Apr 2012 02:50:00 GMT
(Ohanami refers to the Japanese festival of cherry-blossom viewing, celebrated during the week or or two in which the trees bloom each year. We've been getting together with friends to sit under the trees here for the last few years.)
Posted by Chris Ball Mon, 02 Apr 2012 04:52:00 GMT
I didn't pay much attention to sports when I lived in England. They're much harder to ignore now that I live in the US, especially in a competitive town like Boston where each of the national titles in basketball, American football, ice hockey and baseball have been won by a local team at least once since 2000.
Mad just won her lab's March Madness bracket (this involves making predictions on the winners and losers of 63 college basketball games, and getting more of them correct than the other people who are competing with you) so we've watched a lot of basketball games recently, and I like to watch my countryman1 Andy Murray play tennis when I can.
I've also been trying to decide what my favorite sport is. Sometimes people ask you things like that here. I think they're mainly asking to see whether I say something "outlandish" about soccer being better than American Football, or cricket being the zenith of physical competition between teams. I find that I enjoy watching basically all of them, especially with friends. My actual answer is long and complicated, so I'll write it out here. I'm going to concentrate on popular sports in the US, since that's where I live now.
As Mako pointed out to me, it's rarely worth tuning in to a basketball game before the last five to ten minutes. A 10-15 point deficit is by no means insurmountable with ten minutes left to play, and teams are rarely more than 20 points ahead by then. You generally won't have missed the decisive portion of the game if you wait until the last quarter to start watching, which makes watching the first three quarters feel unsatisfying somehow.
The NBA tries to make the league more competitive between teams by having a draft where the teams that didn't make the playoffs in the previous season get the first choice of upcoming college players in the new season; it also has a salary cap and luxury tax. I like these ideas in principle, but they don't seem to be working in practice yet: the NBA has teams that repeat championship wins more often than the NFL, showing that these rules are not working to break up domination by a few teams.
Morale seems to be a particularly visible aspect of basketball given the frequent scoring — one team going on a 10-0 run is common, often with the other team coming back with a reversed run later, and that's satisfying to watch.
Basketball seems especially prone to having games be decided by controversial referee decisions, most of which can not be appealed or corrected.
Baseball has no salary cap, and has the far worse equivalent of a luxury tax which sends money to the MLB organization itself when a team pays over a salary limit. This does not bother teams like the New York Yankees or Boston Red Sox, which continue to spend ridiculous amounts on players undeterred. The last game of the 2011 season, between the Red Sox and the Tampa Bay Rays, was between a team with a $156M payroll and a team with a $37M payroll2. Why is that supposed to be fun or fair to watch? I guess it could be fun if you always cheer for the team that is vastly outperforming its payroll (as Tampa Bay did against Boston that night!), but otherwise I don't see the point.
As for Mako's decisive-moment metric, baseball almost has the inverse problem to basketball — a bases-loaded homer in the 3rd inning (for example) can often decide the game right there, so you have to start watching at the beginning to be confident of not missing a decisive play. The games are pretty long too. I think there's a middle ground between early-decisiveness and last-minute-decisiveness that I prefer instead.
I like that the NFL has a direct salary cap, so no team can spend many times more on players than another team as they do in baseball. I also like the amazing speed, agility and split-second instincts that NFL players exhibit. The decisiveness seems about right. The system for appealing rulings and referring to instant replays works well.
But I hate that the NFL has a problem with chronic traumatic encephalopathy that it is basically doing nothing about. Many veteran players are suffering from this form of early-onset dementia. This exposé by GQ in 2009 (GQ, really?!) is completely damning, and I think it should be required reading for anyone who watches NFL football. There's also Malcolm Gladwell's article in the New Yorker directly comparing American football to dogfighting, which seems sound to me.
But wait, you say! This season the NFL instituted new rules on what type of hits are allowed. These rules entirely miss the point — as you'll read in the GQ article, professional footballers take the equivalent of multiple car crashes of sub-concussion every game, and none of the plays that cause these sub-concussions were illegal before the new rules or are illegal after them. The new "devastating tackle" rule bans tackles that look gruesome, while leaving alone the hits that are known to cause permanent brain injury when repeated as they are on almost every play. It's a cover up, and the player-safety equivalent of security theater.
We also don't get to see NFL teams practice, yet the HITS data referred to by the GQ article suggests that practices contain many sub-concussions too, and can be as damaging as the games themselves. If the players spend 80% of their time practicing and 20% playing in season games, then practice could be responsible for 80% of the brain injuries due to concussion they get, and we don't even see it happening.
My preferred solution is to remove helmets altogether, as rugby does. Faced with the option of colliding heads at 100 gs of force but without a helmet, it seems likely that players would just decide not to do something so ridiculous with their heads.
I'm not at all expert in ice hockey, but it seems to me that it has the same safety problems as football, plus legalized and celebrated fighting between players. Gross.
It's nice to have an individual sport as well as team ones. Psychology and willpower often seem to become the dominant factor in who wins a game, and that's exciting to watch. I guess it ties back into my experience playing Chess and Go, and individual tennis might be my favorite sport for that reason alone.
At first glance it seems like tennis has the same decisiveness problems as baseball, with it being hard to come back from an early deficit, but it doesn't really. Tennis doesn't keep an absolute cumulative score in the same way as baseball — you can lose the first set in a 1-6 blowout and win the second set 7-6, and then everything's all square again even though you only won 8 games and your opponent won 12. The baseball equivalent would be something like if you could make up for your opponent's third-inning bases-loaded homer with a well-timed single run afterwards, and that would certainly keep the games closer.
Tennis refereeing decisions can be appealed with a challenge system that works well.
Has the "beginning of the game can decide the match" problem of baseball. Clubs refuse to institute a salary cap, leading to the same kind of disparity that baseball has between teams — in 2008, the median Premier League total team salary was $44M/year, yet Chelsea spent3 $172M/year!
Worse, continuing to refuse to use instant replay to correct poor referee decisions (in 2012!) is basically unforgivable, and caused significant international dispute during the last World Cup. Peter Singer wrote an article about the ethics of cheating in football that I agree with wholeheartedly; I don't think soccer players make good role models under the current rules (with the possible exception of Lionel Messi's refusal to flop).
Singer looks for an instance of overtly ethical play in soccer, but even the one example he manages to find is not a good one. He mentions Robbie Fowler in 1997 being awarded a penalty which he tries to decline, but the referee insists that he take it. Singer says that Fowler takes the penalty "in a manner that enables the goalkeeper to save it", but that's not what happens — the keeper does get a hand to the shot, but then it spills back out and one of Fowler's teammates puts in the rebound for a goal. If Fowler actually wanted to decline the penalty, he could have simply not aimed it at the inside of the goal. Fowler says that he was not intending to miss, and was playing with acceptance of the referee's decision even though he didn't agree with it.
Okay, so I have complaints and likes about every sport. How do I decide which one is my favorite? In the true spirit of utilitarianism, I have a nerdy idea about comparing sports against each other using the axes I care about directly: the satisfyingness of Mako's decisive moment's timing, the long term safety of the players, the impact of referee decisions on the outcome and the impact that money has on the strength of each team; but I'll break this post up here and wait until my next post to detail my calculation. Of course, these variables might be much more important to me than to you. What do you think? Are there more variables that you'd add for consideration? How does your favorite sport stack up in these metrics? Do you want to set me straight on ice hockey?
1: No, I'm not trying to claim that Andy Murray is English like me; he is Scottish. But apparently the United Kingdom is a country that consists of countries, even though that makes no sense, so he's still my countryman.
2: Figures are from http://baseballplayersalaries.com/.
3: Stats from http://www.trophy4toon.co.uk/salaries.html. I can't find total salary data that's newer than 2008.
Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 25 Mar 2012 21:33:00 GMT
Catching up on more guitar pieces that I hadn't recorded yet -- this lament is by a Belgian composer, Armand Coeck:
Posted by Chris Ball Mon, 19 Mar 2012 04:00:00 GMT
Mad and I went to the Boston St. Patrick's Day Parade today for the first time, along with a bunch of friendly photowalkers I met on Google+. Here are a few photos I took, the rest are in this Google+ album or this Flickr set, available under CC-BY-SA 2.0:








Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 11 Mar 2012 00:33:00 GMT
Time for a new guitar recording — here's Thierry Tisserand's composition "Dès l'aube" ("At Dawn"), from his triptych "Folk Songes".
Posted by Chris Ball Mon, 05 Mar 2012 01:52:00 GMT
I love a good photo project. Here are some favourites -- feel free to suggest any that you've enjoyed in the comments.
Pierre Beteille's Books/Livres:
Natsumi Hayashi's Levitating Girl:
Adele Enersen's When My Baby Dreams:
Carli Davidson's Portraits of loving pets with disabilities:
Adde Adesokan’s Triptychs of Strangers:
Posted by Chris Ball Thu, 23 Feb 2012 13:07:00 GMT
John Tromp: "I would happily bet that I won't be beaten in a 10 game match before the year 2011."
| Year | KGS Rank |
|---|---|
| 2009 | 1-dan |
| 2010 | 3-dan |
| 2011 | 4-dan |
| 2012 | 5-dan |
1: I think this is probably why I've never been interested in puzzles like Sudoku; I can't escape the feeling of "I could write a Perl script that does this for me". If I wouldn't put up with such manual labor in my work life, why should I put up with it for fun?
2: Here is the query I used to come up with the 105 number.
3: In fact, KGS ranks are stronger than the same-numbered AGA rank, so the correct number of active players in the US who are stronger than Zen19 may be even smaller. Being stronger than US players isn't the same as being stronger than professional players, though — there are many players that are much stronger than amateur 5-dan in Asia, because there are high-value tournaments and incentives to dedicating your life to mastering Go there that don't exist elsewhere.
Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 11 Dec 2011 21:20:00 GMT
Last week I went to the first in a new series of events called "In the Dock" -- Harvard Law professor Lawrence Lessig interviewed Jack Abramoff on the topic of Abramoff's illegal lobbying in specific, and the state of corruption in US politics in general. I took some photos (CC-BY-SA 3.0), you can watch a video of the talk here, and my friend Ben Schwartz also has a write-up including some great quotes.
I went in willing to detest what Abramoff had done, and him by extension -- and it's not that I ended up liking or trusting him, or that I was unexpecting his "Look, you put a few guys in jail, it doesn't mean the problem's been solved and everything's okay now" argument for why assigning a disproportionate amount of blame to him is unproductive, but he did manage to convince me that he's uniquely placed to be an ally to help fix the system; that he's someone who knows all of its intricacies and is sincere about achieving a sense of redemption by working on stopping other people from doing exactly what he did.
His argument for how his book tour isn't a cynical attempt to make money is convincing, too: to the small extent that he's able to make money from books and speaking, he's forced to use it to repay a $40m restitution order to the government and his victims.
The most surprising thing I learned was that the crimes he went to jail for were not the particularly objectionable democracy-perverting forms of corruption that we ascribe to him -- those are totally legal (even more so than before, thanks to Citizens United) and still happening today across Washington's 30,000 lobbyists -- but instead mostly unrelated charges, like mail fraud. He thinks that the only way to stop bribery in Congress is to ban political contributions from anyone who stands to benefit from public funds (which Lessig criticized as being far too ambiguous and broad: who doesn't stand to benefit from public funds?), and to ban lawmakers and their staff from later working for lobbyists for the rest of their lives. He described how, before his downfall, he would agree to hire a lawmaker's staffers later while they were still working for the lawmaker, and would then have control over them from that point onwards, even though no money had changed hands -- not only is this movement from being congressional staff to becoming a lobbyist still legal, it's daily routine.
I hope this talk series continues. I can't think of many other examples of powerful figures being brave enough to open themselves up and engage in an extended ethical (rather than legal or technical) critique and cross-examination by their peers and the public, and it was powerful to watch and learn from.
(This is reposted from my Google+ stream.)
Posted by Chris Ball Thu, 01 Dec 2011 15:57:00 GMT
Oops, only three blog posts in the last year. I've mostly been posting over at Google+, wherein I met a bunch of photographers and picked up a fledgling photography obsession of my own. I'll try to write a "what I did in the last year" blog post at some point.
This post isn't about that, though -- like last year, this year Madeleine and I are again donating N% of our joint pre-tax income to effective charities for each year that we've been married, and this year N is equal to 6. Mad has a post outlining why we're doing this and which groups she's chosen, and here's a writeup of who I decided to donate my half of the 6% to:
40% to Schistosomiasis Control Initiative
It's very common to think about international aid in terms of "lives saved", but it makes more sense to talk about something like "number of disability-adjusted life years increased" (DALYs). GiveWell thinks that this charity -- which concentrates on the "Neglected Tropical Diseases" which are usually worms/parasites -- offers an extremely effective intervention at improving DALYs; because these infections are readily treatable using very inexpensive drugs, yet often come with debilitating symptoms that don't quite kill the "host".
25% to Give Directly
Give Directly is a fascinating project. The charity simply finds the poorest people in an area (currently they're working in Kenya) and transfers money to them via mobile phone. This leaves the charity itself with very little overhead -- all the charity has to do is identify who the poorest people are, which they often do by looking at what kind of place they live in. The claim is that this outperforms many other attempts at aid; there's nowhere for the effect of the money to get diluted or misappropriated along the way.
I should be clear that I don't think this is the best possible aid intervention. But, as GiveWell points out, it should be the intervention that we treat as the baseline that other interventions are measured against -- if you think you have a better idea, then you should be able to prove it by comparing outcomes against this method. Give Directly has a commitment to measuring the quantitative effects of its work; I want to support finding out how well this intervention works, even though the optimist in me hopes we can do much better!
15% to GiveWell
GiveWell has dramatically changed how I think about and evaluate charitable giving. This year I've been pleased to see them doing things like exposing errors in commonly referenced DALY calculations, and generally acting as the quantitative sanity-checker for development charities.
15% to the Tor Project
Tor is a technology that helps its users achieve anonymous access to the Internet over a connection that may be being monitored; as a side-effect of this, it allows its users to get around filtering of their connections. I think this pairs up nicely with Madeleine's choice of donating to the Wikimedia Foundation -- it's important to have the world's knowledge available to everyone, not just the people who are lucky enough to have an unfiltered and unmonitored connection. I increased my donation to Tor this year after seeing how effective the Internet has been as a pro-democracy tool this year, and how many regimes tried to filter communication using it when it was being used by citizens to coordinate with each other.
5% to the EFF
While Tor works on "exporting" the Internet that we use to regimes that wish to block or filter it, the EFF is helping to keep the network itself safe from becoming controlled by groups like governments or media companies; attempting to preserve the freedoms that the net provides today.
Posted by Chris Ball Sat, 18 Jun 2011 04:05:00 GMT
As Scott's preview post explained, today was "Narrative Interfaces" day at OLPC — the general motivation for this work is that the current Sugar interface leaves you able to do lots of different activities with your XO laptop, but doesn't have any strong opinions about which you *should* do, or which order you should do them in. Wouldn't it be better if we could come up with a plot/narrative behind the activities that can be explored on an XO?Posted by Chris Ball Sat, 14 May 2011 18:39:00 GMT
I'm home from the EduJam conference in Montevideo, Uruguay — huge thanks to the organizers for a fun and productive event with around 80 Sugar and OLPC community members. We also got to spend some days before the conference visiting school deployments in Uruguay and asking about how they're using their XOs (Uruguay is the first country to have implemented One Laptop Per Child for each of its children!), what they enjoy, and what they're frustrated by.(Please let me know in the comments if there are problems with any of the videos. Thanks to Bert Freudenberg for help with encoding them.)
Posted by Chris Ball Tue, 18 Jan 2011 19:01:00 GMT
Well, that was unexpected — the Mystery Hunt team I've hunted with for the past three years, Codex, won the hunt this year! It's the team's tenth year of competing and our first win. Congrats to everyone! Here's a Boston Globe article about the whole thing.The hunt organizers did a beautiful job putting together the hunt (it took an estimated 20,000 person-hours), and the laser-etched "coin" we won the hunt by finding at 6am on Sunday morning was a reflection of how much effort had gone into the hunt in general:
Of course, this means that now it's our turn to write the hunt — as Scott says, our free time for the next year has just vanished. It'll be fun, though; it's always sad when the hunt ends and you realize you aren't going to get to hang out with the awesome people you just spent a sleepless weekend solving puzzles with until next year, but having to meet up regularly to write and test the puzzles for next year will fix that. We've got a very high bar to live up to, and a thirty-year-old tradition to keep alive.
(Oh, yeah, geekiest moment of the hunt: one of the puzzles — Redundant Obsolescence — involved plugging an Iomega Zip drive into my desktop PC via parallel port and reading files back off it, in Linux. I couldn't believe it worked.)
While I'm here and blogging, here's a guitar video I recorded over Christmas. I'm happy I finally got to record a Kaki King piece.
Posted by Chris Ball Fri, 26 Nov 2010 03:52:00 GMT
It's easy to find a multitude of things to be thankful for, and I like that the US has a holiday for reflecting on how lucky we've been. Today we've been hanging out with friends and cooking up a vegetarian/vegan feast, including a tofurducken:
Mad and I had our five-year wedding anniversary last month; last year we decided to donate N% of our joint gross yearly income to effective charities each year for our anniversary, where N is the number of years we've been married, so we're up to 5% this year. We decided to publish the list of charities we've chosen, both to show which charities we like donating to and to encourage others to consider doing something similar. My choices this year are:
Oxfam has an excellent reputation for fighting poverty in developing countries.
Givewell is a non-profit attempting to apply quantitative rigor to measuring how effective charities are, and VillageReach is in their #1 spot; they've proven themselves reliably able to save the lives of infants for under $1000 per child.
PSI works on global health, including HIV/AIDS, malaria and family planning.
The Fistula Foundation and ReSurge (formerly Interplast) treat health problems that we don't see much of ourselves because they're far more common in the developing world — a fistula operation, for example, is clearly life-transforming, and can be funded for $450.
The EFF and Tor Project fall under the banner of helping people to use technology to demand better government and uncensored access to information.
Posted by Chris Ball Mon, 04 Oct 2010 18:18:00 GMT
I took over maintaining the Linux kernel's MMC/SD/SDIO subsystem recently, and quickly found that I was spending too much time saving, applying and compile-testing submitted patches (and trying to remember which of these I'd done for a given patch). The following Emacs/Gnus function helps with that — with a single keypress when looking at a mail that contains a patch, it applies the patch to my git tree, runs the kernel's "checkpatch" tool to check for common errors, and kicks off a compile test in the background. I'm not much of an elisp coder, so feel free to critique it if you can.
(defun apply-mmc-patch () "Take a gnus patch: apply; compile-test; checkpatch." (interactive) (setq default-directory "/home/cjb/git/mmc/") (setq compilation-directory "/home/cjb/git/mmc/") ; First, apply the patch. (dvc-gnus-article-apply-patch 2) ; Run 'git format-patch', and save the filename. (let ((patchfile (dvc-run-dvc-sync 'xgit (delq nil (list "format-patch" "-k" "-1")) :finished 'dvc-output-buffer-handler))) ; Compile the result. (compile "make modules") ; Now run checkpatch. (let ((exit-code (call-process "perl" nil nil nil "scripts/checkpatch.pl" patchfile))) (if (eq exit-code 0) (message "Checkpatch: OK") (message "Checkpatch: Failed"))))) (define-key gnus-summary-mode-map "A" 'apply-mmc-patch)
Posted by Chris Ball Thu, 19 Aug 2010 17:52:00 GMT
First, some background: KDB (a kernel debugger shell) and KMS (kernel mode-setting) combine to let you drop into a graphical shell when something debugger-worthy happens on your Linux machine. That thing might be a panic, or a breakpoint, or a hardware trap, or a manual entry into the kdb shell. Inside the shell you can, for example: get a backtrace, inspectdmesg or ps, look at memory contents, and kill tasks.
git clone git://dev.laptop.org/users/cjb/linux-2.6
cd linux-2.6git checkout kgdb-nextkgdboc=kms,kbd kernel arguments.echo g > /proc/sysrq-trigger, and type go to leave KDB.Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 09 May 2010 20:30:00 GMT
It's incredibly rewarding to see videos like this one. I think working on the Wikipedia activity might be the most important thing I've ever done:Posted by Chris Ball Tue, 30 Mar 2010 13:10:00 GMT
I've been wanting to get into electronics for a while now (it seems like a sensible thing for someone who works for a laptop manufacturer to do) but haven't known where to start. Back in January, the fine people at Sparkfun Electronics helped out with that by running a Free Day where they gave away electronics worth USD $100k: $100 free, to 1000 people. I was lucky to be one of the 1000 people, which put some electronics ideas within my reach that I otherwise would have found it hard to justify spending money on.
Posted by Chris Ball Sun, 07 Feb 2010 02:02:00 GMT
Me: "I think I'm done buying computers that I can't run my own code on."
Friend: "Just think of the iPad as being a pile of books. You can't run your code on those either."
Me: "Thinking of a computer as being a pile of books is like thinking of a guitar as being Abbey Road by the Beatles."